"Ars Eternus, Vita Brevis."

Wow, I haven't posted in forever, So much has been going on! There's no way I could possibly put all of what's been happening into one single post (partially because a lot of it is all 'in-progress' still). However, I'm going to try and write a few posts in the next week-or-so focusing on the different happenings.

This first post [if you haven't already figured out from the title - points to you if your first reaction was to look it up ;) ] has to do with art. Now, I have been on a journey of self-discovery of late, and such things of course works throughout the entirety of our lives at the time. One of the places I have discovered a lot about myself is through my Communication class. We have spent a Lot of time discussing how peoples minds' work as well as personality types, perceptions, where our knowledge comes from, consciousness etc... in this I have made a revolutionary discovery about myself. When discussing The Whole Brain Model of personalities (shown here)

I have discovered that I am a Yellow! Okay, you're prolly thinking I'm an idiot. However, this is truly a discovery for me. I realized that I've been spending So much of my life trying desperately to pull together whatever pieces of Red and Blue and little green I had and trying to force myself to be those. There was always this "idea" or "attitude" this.. "Belief" that surrounded me that art was somewhat important, artists were Ok people, and art was good, but just not the sort of thing I should ever pursue, certainly Not as a career. However, this recent discovery has led me to realize that I was always meant to create, in some form, and I am now trying to accept the fact that this Is what I am meant to do, and that I need to assert myself to that.

At this point I'm simply trying to continue to create as I have in the past, as well as slowly expanding my horizons. Most of this of course is simply little things to entertain mainly my self right now. But I do hope, with strength and courage, to someday emerge into a greater world of creation and inspiration.

Well, that's all I've got for now, but I'm sure given a little more time I'll be ready to expound upon my other discoveries, ideas, and journeys. =)

PUMA